Wednesday, December 24, 2014

Fullness in Silence


Many of us look forward to singing silent night, carrying our candles
out of the sanctuary and down to the street. 
We sing the beautiful carol in unison as we light one another’s candles.
Remembering perhaps the words of Jesus, “You are the light of the world.”

We sing together.  A strange thing in a culture like ours of so many individual performances.  We sing this song together and we light together and we walk together.

I remember being a young person and holding my candle, fascinated with the melting wax and wondering how long it would take to touch the soft wax and not burn.
I remember covering the rubber part of my Converse All-Star shoe with dripped wax from the candle. 

But still, regardless of how attentive I was at one or many of those Christmas Eve services, I remember them fondly, and relish the ability to partake again in the yearly tradition.
For some of us it’s a moment to look forward to after a long busy holiday season of concerts and events, parties, and shopping, working overtime to pay for the shopping and parties or to justify taking time off  --
and so at the end of that long busyness, a moment to sing a song and share candelight in community.  Silent night, holy night.  All is calm. 
We made it to another Christmas.

Some people like to point out how preposterous it is to sing about the night of Christ’s birth as if it were silent.  It certainly was not silent, they’ll argue.  Jesus cried just like all babies and if he really was laid in a manger, no doubt there were animals nearby and they weren’t silent either.

True enough.

But what is it about singing “Silent Night” that despite its historical inaccuracies,
draws us in?

Silence is something that both draws us in
But at the same time repels us.
There’s a big difference between singing “Silent night”
and actually experiencing a silent night.
For some of us, real silence is very uncomfortable.  And we try to fill the dead air or occupy the space with activity. 

Silence can feel like emptiness and by instinct we fight this.
“Nature abhors a vacuum.”
We have a hard time sitting silently.
Philosopher Blaise Pascal once said “All of humanity's problems stem from [an] inability to sit quietly in a room alone.”  

We want to sing about Silent Night, but we don’t want real silence.
And we want to sing about an idealized Silent Night; we don’t want the stable scene to have really been noisy and messy, chaotic or stressful.

Silence can feel like emptiness.  But for many who have taken the risk.
For many who have welcomed the silence and stillness,
And allowed their hearts to come to a softer and slower rhythm.
Silence can feel like fullness.
Its not only the absence of sound,
But can be the fullness of presence.

When we are together in silence, we are sharing the presence of one another,
And God among us.

And this is what is meant, I think by the Christian belief known as “incarnation.”
Literally “taking on skin and bones”

We believe that Jesus is Emmanuel – a word that means “God with us.”

The word became flesh and dwelt among us.  Became present within and among human beings, dwelling and abiding in skin and bones. 

Incarnation renews silence.

Silence becomes not a lack, but a fullness of presence with God, with ourselves, and with our neighbors.  Before and beyond words.

 “And the Word was made flesh, and dwelt among us… full of grace and truth.”

God made a tent among humanity and dwelled there, and that tent we know as Jesus.
And by faith all of us become dwelling places for the Holy Spirit.

And so we do not need to be afraid of silence.
Silence is not a threat, but a place of fullness.

Communion between Creator and creation in every breath.
And the abiding presence of God
Among us as we silently share a moment of joy or sorrow.
The silence of love is not an absence,
But a presence that is so much more than words.

Let every heart prepare room for the God whose silence is fullness of presence.
And in whose presence there is fullness of joy.

In our silence, in our singing. We share in the incarnation as the Spirit works within and among us, bringing new life and peace. Amen.

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