Isaiah 25:6-9
Psalm 118:1-2, 14-24
1 Corinthians 15:1-11
Mark 16:1-8
Introduce poem.
“i
thank You God for most this amazing” by E. E. Cummings
“i
thank You God for most this amazing
day:for
the leaping greenly spirits of trees
and
a blue true dream of sky; and for everything
which
is natural which is infinite which is yes
(i
who have died am alive again today,
and
this is the sun's birthday; this is the birth
day
of life and of love and wings: and of the gay
great
happening illimitably earth)
how
should tasting touching hearing seeing
breathing
any--lifted from the no
of
all nothing--human merely being
doubt
unimaginable You?
(now
the ears of my ears awake and
now
the eyes of my eyes are opened)”
today's
gospel story is a story of expectations reversed
three
women come to a tomb to anoint a corpse.
they
come expecting great difficulty in accessing the tomb because of the
custom of large stones being used for sealing the entrance.
they
come expecting to mourn and continue their grieving.
they
come with expectation that their hopes were indeed futile.
Was
God in this? Did he care?
These
women came dejected, trying to move on and give their best to the
body of one they loved so much.
these
women experienced the trauma of the suffering and crucifixion and
slow dying of their teacher, their friend, their savior.
they
came expecting to say their last goodbyes.
but
they forgot.
they
forgot what Jesus had told them over and over:
‘The time is fulfilled, and the kingdom of God has come near;
repent, and believe in the good news.’
the
word repent, metanoite,
has
a literal meaning of change your mind -- change your expectations,
change the way of viewing the world, turn from the old way of being
where you lived under the shadow of death and a kind of dim
defeatism, the enslavement to the way things are.
Metanoite
-- Change
your minds!
Metanoite
-- Change
your expectations!
Metanoite
-- Believe
the good news and let it bring light and hope to the bad news that
you are carrying heavy on your hearts and minds.
Metanoite
--
God is doing a new thing, jump on board.
Metanoite
-- change your mind, AND pisteuete
--
believe, come to this new realization, come to this new way of seeing
the word: the kingdom of God was breaking into the world and those
who found faith were able to see and rejoice that the blind were
receiving sight, the lame were walking, those oppressed by the
realities of evil in the world were being set free, the hungry were
going off well-fed, and the severest of life’s storms were being
calmed.
Change
your minds! and Realize the new that is intruding into the old.
Believe
in the good news.
All
throughout Mark’s gospel we see this good news breaking into the
lives of the people of Palestine. They expect the inevitability of
unclean spirits -- only to see them thrown out, they expect the slow
decay of sickness and dying -- only to see the intrusion of life.
They
expect scarcity and the hunger of the multitude --- only to see that
faith trusts in God’s provision, that God gives us bread in the
bleakest of our wildernesses.
Change
your mind and believe -- there is good news breaking into this world.
But
again and again we read of how the disciples don’t get it. Old
habits die hard.
But
as Christians we are called to expect the unexpected. To be
liberated from the tyranny of the same into the newness of what might
be.
And
so we join these women as they make their way to anoint the body and
let us try for a moment to inhabit their expectation, to live in
their grief, to pretend that we don’t know how the story goes on.
We
know what it feels like to mourn loss, we know what it feels like to
have our hopes crushed.
We
know what it feels like to be limp with broken bones and to live in
the darkness of despair.
In
these times of grief and loss I have found it cathartic to say with
Langston Hughes:
What
happens to a dream deferred?
Does
it dry up
like
a raisin in the sun?
Or
fester like a sore--
And
then run?
Does
it stink like rotten meat?
Or
crust and sugar over--
like
a syrupy sweet?
Maybe
it just sags
like
a heavy load.
Or
does it explode?
We
read in Proverbs 13:12: “Hope deferred makes the heart sick...”
And
we can feel the sickness of heart with these women who are making
their way slowly in the dim light of the early sunrise.
There
are some hints here, however, which the reader can pick up on. Hints
that foreshadow an upset of expectations. Hints of possibility where
there seems to be no possibility.
First
-- the women coming bear names of newness and hope: we are told that
Mary Magdalene, Mary mother of James, and Salome are the women coming
to the tomb.
Mary
is the Greek equivalent of the Hebrew name Miriam. Many of us
remember that Miriam was one of the three sibling prophets who lead
the people of Israel out of the bondage of Egyptian slavery through
the Reed Sea and forward into a new existence as those who by faith
follow a God who provides in the wilderness.
We
have two Miriams here -- perhaps to get us thinking about a new
exodus, a new escape from a different kind of slavery, where we may
sing with the first Miriam in a new way, “‘Sing
to the Lord, for he has triumphed gloriously; horse and rider he has
thrown into the sea.’” A
new kind of deliverance from a different enslaving reality.
And
then we have Salome. The female equivalent of the name Solomon.
Solomon as we remember was considered to be one of the wisest humans
but we also remember that Solomon was the one who built the first
glorious temple to the Lord. We have a new Solomon -- a new temple
builder.
Here
are names of a new deliverance, a new escape from slavery, and a new
temple, a new way to worship and know and experience God’s
presence.
A
new community will arise out of the old, a community which by faith
accesses God in no particular place in no particular way but will
worship God in spirit and truth wherever they may be.
So
these women are traveling to the tomb, to the place of
disappointment, of eternal recurrence of the same, yet we see as
readers a hint of something a new, a foreshadowing of a coming act of
God.
Second,
we are told that it was the first day of the week. We as readers are
immediately able to realize that something very significant happened
according to the tradition of the scriptures on a first day of the
week. The Genesis creation story tells in a rich and poetic way that
God spoke, in the face of a chaotic void, a nothing, God spoke: Let
there be light and light was.
Here
in the face of the death of the savior, we are brought as readers
back to the creation story -- where God spoke being in the face of
nonbeing, light in the face of darkness, newness in the face of
nothingness. And it was good.
Third,
we are told that it was early in the morning and that the sun was
rising.
When
Jesus yelled “my God my God why have you forsaken me?” before he
gave up his spirit on the cross, we read that there was a great
darkness over the land.
it
is the darkness of God’s absence. we killed Jesus and told God to
stay away from our affairs.
but
here the sun is rising. quite beyond our control a new day begins.
“The
steadfast love of the Lord never ceases, his mercies never come to an
end; they are new every morning; great is your faithfulness.” (Lam
3:22-23)
We
may try to throw God out of our story, but God relentlessly and
faithfully returns with mercy -- as faithfully as the sun rises.
The
sun is rising and we hear an echo of the prophet Malachi who wrote:
“But
for you who revere my name the sun of righteousness shall rise, with
healing in its wings. You shall go out leaping like calves from the
stall.”
The
new day will bring the sun: “the
sun of righteousness shall rise, with healing in its wings.”
Perhaps
we feel like a new day will only bring suffering, will only bring
more tyranny of the business or brokenness, the anxiety or shame, but
friends we live under the care of the GOd who rises like the sun in
our new days and there is healing in his wings, he will bring a
newness as we turn our hearts and minds anew to him and put our faith
in his love.
Fourth,
these women were bringing oil to anoint the dead. But we as readers
expect that a different kind of anointing is in order. The anointing
of a new king, a new kingdom, a new reality.
We
are called to expect differently, to live with a changed mind, a new
expectation. We are called into a new community, to live in light of
the daily new mercies of God, to be forgiven and to forgive. For
despite us God will bring the new. We may embrace our selfish
isolated worlds, but God stands at the door and knocks asking us to
open up to a new life of a liberation on par with exodus of the
Israelites from slavery, a liberation and a new access to the eternal
on par with the new temple of King Solomon.
But
we are still with the women on the road to the tomb. And none of
this means anything because our minds still expect the same, still
expect death, still expect broken frameworks of meaning, they still
expect the “no of all nothing” in the words of E. E. Cummings.
but
they get the tomb and suddenly they are confronted with the new
reality. it doesn’t seem real, it doesn’t make sense, it defies
expectation and the only response we can sometimes muster in such
circumstances is fear and anxiety. It’s easier to live in the
reality of the crucifixion than it is in the reality of the empty
tomb. There is certainty in the crucifixion, there is a sense that
we are not in control in the empty tomb.
The
young man tells them, echoing Jesus’ many reassuring statements to
his disciples earlier in the gospel:
“ ‘Do
not be alarmed; you are looking for Jesus of Nazareth, who was
crucified. He has been raised; he is not here.”
You
may have come here expecting nothing, you may have come here
expecting death and expecting grief and expecting defeat and
nothingness. But here is where you’ve missed the point all along.
The
kingdom, the reign of God, has broken into the world and by faith it
is upsetting the expectations of those who live enslaved to the “no
of all nothing.”
Here
is a Yes of God that we can’t hear because we are so used to
hearing No and so used to accepting the death of hope, the dream
deferred. The Proverb says that “Hope
deferred makes the heart sick,” but goes on to say, “but a desire
fulfilled is a tree of life.”
What
a tree of life has been revealed in the reign of God. Change your
mind and let your eyes be opened by God’s grace to the new reality
of faith.
The
sun has risen in the sky with healing, and the Son of Man has risen
to begin the new healing of God’s grace for all people. The grace
that is a gift, the gift that defeats our defeatism, that liberates
us from the tyranny of what has always been, into the newness of the
possibility that comes with forgiveness and connection with the God
who is the source of our being, and the one who is closer to us than
our own breath.
The
young man says “Do not be alarmed” but go and tell the others of
the good news-- so how do the women respond?
We
read that “they went out and fled from the tomb, for terror and
amazement had seized them; and they said nothing to anyone, for they
were afraid.”
Of
course. Old habits die hard.
We
are these women. We live everyday unable to live into the new way
that God has shown us. The way of love, the way of giving, the way
of hope in God’s power to change the world, to change our souls, to
change our society, to bring healing out of our individual and
collective brokenness. We forget that this the God who raised Jesus
from the dead. This is the God of new creation, of exodus
liberation, who is universally present to be worshipped and enjoyed.
This is the God who comes to us new each day in the rising of the
sun, who longs to upset our expectations, to open our eyes and ears
to the grace of existence in light of his care and guidance.
These
women are us. We see the new possibilities of God and in response we
muster our strength not to praise God or accept the light of grace,
rather we put all our strength into preserving our perceptions of
ourselves, of others, and of the world that we live in. We muster up
our strength and we nurse our hurts, our disappointments, our dreams
deferred by strongly resisting the possibility of God’s
resurrection of life from the broken bones of our hurts. We muster
up our strength and pour it into cynical sarcasm at the goodness
around us. Or worse we escape reality altogether and return to our
business or hide in the world of entertainment and amusement.
The
biggest obstacle we face as humans is the obstacle of unbelief. We
have become comfortable with disappointment, we have become
comfortable with the inevitability of failure, we’ve become
comfortable with a kind of sarcastic distance from the realities of
life.
But
let us look at the death of Christ and realize that this the worst of
disappointments, the worst of failures, the worst of meaninglessness
and hurt.
But
our word from God is that in the worst of these our life
circumstances God can bring restoration, God can forge a new path,
and make our broken bones rejoice. The night of weeping will pass
into the morning of laughter and joy.
The
kingdom of God is near, change your minds concerning your life and
allow God to bring in the reality of resurrection hope as your heart
becomes flooded with the love of God by the power of the Holy Spirit
through faith.
Let
us be honest. We are the women, afraid of the possibilities of grace
and new life. Afraid of leaving behind the comfort of skepticism.
But may we here read the resurrection as a call to us that the
brokenness in our hearts, the brokenness in our relationships, the
brokenness in our life stories and our communities is not the final
word. Suffering and death, the no of all nothing is not the final
word. He is risen, risen indeed and with the resurrection of Christ
by faith we realize that no darkness can escape the power of the
light and no brokenness will not one day be made whole. Let us enter
into God’s wholeness now. May we pray with the Psalmist with the
earnest desire of faith: “Make
me to hear joy and gladness; that the bones which thou hast broken
may rejoice.” (Psalm 51:8 KJV)
And
then sing with E. E. Cummings in celebration of the resurrected life,
the reign of God in our midst, the upsetting of our expectations, the
denial of the “no of all nothing”:
“i
thank You God for most this amazing
day:for
the leaping greenly spirits of trees
and
a blue true dream of sky; and for everything
which
is natural which is infinite which is yes
(i
who have died am alive again today,
and
this is the sun's birthday; this is the birth
day
of life and of love and wings: and of the gay
great
happening illimitably earth)
how
should tasting touching hearing seeing
breathing
any--lifted from the no
of
all nothing--human merely being
doubt
unimaginable You?
(now
the ears of my ears awake and
now
the eyes of my eyes are opened)”
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